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DRAGONFLY

by Ryan Shreds

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1.
OWN TEMPO 02:46
[verse 1] after all these hard times that i went through/ i’m like an emperor trying to find a new groove my name means “the little king”, they should be crowning me i must be going deaf cuz i can’t hear the people doubting me i got myself into some moments of heat i can’t believe that i let myself get off-beat hey, when i make moves, it’s at my own tempo i stay so low-key, not even my friends know/ what i’m gonna do next - shit, neither do i i didn’t even think i’d give this shit another try got some bass in my voice, now i’m speaking loudly n****s act fake surprised when i’m speaking loudly they be like "damn Ryan, i thought you was quiet" nobody would expect me to start up a riot let me go grab a can of gas & some matches and i’ma watch the bridges burn like cigarette ashes, yeah [hook - 4x] i move to the beat of my own drum (it’s at my own tempo) [verse 2] after all these hard times that i went through/ i’m like an emperor trying to find a new groove and i’m tryna get it back like Stella i’m not a rat, but i get the cheese - mozzarella yeah, that’s a reference to my money… so what? at least i’m not talking ‘bout doing drugs so much cuz i’m not playing with my life no more/ but you gotta play the game if you really wanna score only thing i’m worried about is making my paper i’ma be ballin’ like i’m with the Lakers i’m hopping on the beat, moving at my own tempo and it’s old school like a Super Nintendo said i’m hopping on the beat, moving at my own tempo and it’s old school like a Super Nintendo (yeah… that’s it.)
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IMMATURE 03:04
[verse 1] i can’t believe i said the things i used to say the way my train of thought was running brings me shame the only thing i can do is accept the things i did it feels like i’m going through things that i should have learned as a kid [hook - 4x] life’s like a book, but you can’t turn back the page i’m only getting older, so i gotta act my age [verse 2] don’t remind me about how i used to be because i want to turn over a new leaf i’m feeling a change in my spirit now i’m trying to reflect it in my lyrics my old songs are so immature/ i can’t believe that i let other people hear it [break 1] my old songs are so immature/ i can’t believe that i let other people hear it my old songs are so immature/ i can’t believe that i let other people hear it [break 2] now i need to get my act together… like a flock of birds and all their feathers… [hook]
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[verse 1] my favorite color is red, and that’s the color that she dyed her hair i’m liking what i see here, but i’m not gonna stare i still remember the night when we first met she had a fling with my homie, and she was a brunette i was killin’ shit on stage with Demoted to the Grave then we ended up working at the same place for some reason, i thought i wanted her to be my girl but, i was just living in a fantasy world [chorus] red lights on sight/ she is not the Ms. Right don’t fall, don’t fall for that redhead red lights on sight/ she is not the Ms. Right don’t dance with her, she’s a devil red lights on sight/ she is not the Ms. Right don’t fall, don’t fall for that redhead don’t fall, don’t fall for that redhead [verse 2] i’m not gonna lie, i felt something when we held hands and when she would hold on when she hugged me but i didn’t know what to think when she said she loved me cuz i realized there was no chance for romance, yeah but you know what they say, there’s more fish in the sea and i’m still glad that we could make some fun memories i wasn’t being honest/ i had to come clean and apologize for saying things i didn’t mean [chorus]
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PERFECT 02:38
[verse 1] i’m not perfect, but then again nobody is i got a personality, you can’t copy it you and i are on two different waves life’s like a book, but you can’t turn the page i do what i want, and i wanna get faded i was into dating, but now i feel jaded like i’m someone that love has always evaded i hate this feeling, so i’m tryna shake it i’ll roll my weed in a love letter, then blaze it give it some time, i’ll be feeling amazing same as the way that it was when we met i’ma stay in my lane & go on to the next don’t place all your bets in one basket it’s like going for a kiss that’ll put you in a casket i had to learn the hard way/ it seemed like the whole thing was tragic but i’m glad it happened, otherwise i wouldn’t be here rapping one day i wanna be that guy with a girl that i’m literally double tapping [hook - 2x] we could have been perfect together [verse 2] i never had the talk about the birds & the bees but it seemed like she was perfect for me i thought we could chill & burn up some trees but it turned out that this was just hurting me yeah, i got caught up in the games playing with a match & some gas/ now i gotta put out the flames no matter how hard i try, i can’t forget her name
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CROWN 01:23
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FANTASY 04:42
I can see you in the filtered image you just happened to appear in my timeline there’s a thing about your style that I like something’s racing inside of me hormones raging inside of me because I want to get inside of you/ but I can keep it all under control [chorus] wake up from your fantasy world there’s no such thing as the perfect girl wake up from your fantasy world come back to Earth I can see you in the digital world through this picture is the only way I wish you could be here right now (right now) I don’t want strings attached/ I just want to have some fun (oh yeah) something’s racing inside of me hormones raging inside of me because I want to get inside of you/ but I can keep it all under control [chorus] LET GO OF THESE FANTASIES LET GO OF ALL THESE FANTASIES it’s so much fun to picture this warming you up till you just can’t take it anymore and then you say you wanna feel me now but this is just a fantasy/ it’s all in my head yeah, this is just a fantasy/ it’s all in my head (2x) [chorus] LET GO OF THESE FANTASIES LET GO OF ALL THESE FANTASIES
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LOVE NOTES 03:35
[verse 1] I picked up on romance from the movies all these comedies and dramas they keep shooting but little did I know… it was all conditioning for the simpin’/ while I thought I was learning how to be Big Pimpin’ but I wasn’t a player, I just crushed a lot so much disappointment is what I got then I realized/ that you’ll never find/ a fairytale kind of love [chorus] I wrote all these songs about these girls/ like they’re love notes because I always left my true intentions untold I wrote all these songs about these girls/ like they’re love notes because my concept of the game was unknown [verse 2] what I thought was love was just infatuation and I feel pretty dumb about the fact I wasted/ all of this time pining, trying to find affection I guess I should be glad I learned a lesson but it’s kind of a hard pill to swallow I’ma need a chaser from that drink in the bottle I’m not gonna chase her/ I’m not gonna follow her/ if she’s acting lame, just charge it to the game cuz there ain’t nobody in this world [worth] crying over wish ‘em good luck like a four-leaf clover no one gives a fuck about your lack of affection! it’s really not a good look being desperate can’t believe how long it took to learn that lesson when I wrote those songs, it was like I had an obsession I used to call myself a “hopeless romantic” but nowadays, the first word in that phrase is “skeptic” [chorus] NO MORE LOVE NOTES (4x)
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NO CRUSH 03:31
[hook] (I want this to be more than just another crush) [verse 1] I remember when you told me/ I wrote one of your favorite songs you were always excited to see me you say it’s been way too long back in the day, I saved you from danger it’s like I was a hero to you since that time, our lives have been through game changers (nothing’s gonna be the same) and I agree with how long it’s been/ it’s almost like we’re strangers (so catch up with me) [chorus] for some reason I thought you secretly felt the same but you were just so, so comfortable now this crush seems pointless to me I realized it probably was not meant to be [hook] [verse 2] she said just let it go (just let it go) I’m trying not to lose hope I wanna find the right ones for me/ before I lose my soul (yeah) [chorus] [hook]
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[hook: YungSireTheBuddha] (roll up a blunt/ when we get done that THC, she roll the weed/ I keep a green thumb) [verse: Ryan Shreds] got the Playboy bunny on my lighter/ I’m playing with fire don’t call the fighters/ you can’t reach me cuz I’m getting higher I had to put my phone on airplane mode cuz I got sick of random calls from different area codes and I know that everybody loves to say this area blows/ when they read about something that’s really scary to know and yet they still call it home that’s the place I wanna go got a lot going on inside my dome so please leave me a message at the dial tone [hook]
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[verse 1] my mind-state was negative back in my late teens but I’ve been Fresh Out The Oven since I was 18 I’m shooting birds at everybody hating on my dreams dealing with the bullshit, feeling like I need to scream no one knows what’s really going on inside my brain some of my thoughts make me feel like I’m going insane running like a chicken with a cut-off head I said “fuck this prescription”/ I’m tryna come off these meds I was lost and now I finally found my way what the hell is it to you if I don’t pray? take all the time you want to complain/ but I won’t be engaged by whatever you say I’ve been thinking too much/ I’m stuck in my mind look at my face & you would think I’m just fine tell me something crazy, watch it take me by surprise I can’t escape society, it’s like I’m trapped inside! [bridge] (no one knows what’s really going on inside my brain but you might not understand me if I try to explain no one knows what’s really going on inside my brain you showing fake smiles when you can’t take the pain) everybody got some issues like a magazine (yeah, that’s right) everybody got some issues like a magazine (I’ma say that shit again, yeah) [hook - 2x] everybody got some issues like a magazine said some shit I didn’t mean/ now she’s mad at me shooting birds if ya hating on my dreams dealing with the bullshit, feeling like I need to scream [verse 2] I used to read Game Informer magazine/ till I realized I had a passion for music and even when I die, I’ma keep living through it so my lifespan is gonna be/ 10-3-93 to infinity the past ain’t the present, it don’t mean shit to me so don’t bring it up you couldn’t pay me enough for me to give a fuck/ cuz I’m already putting in work so I can get the bucks nobody can tip the balance of my scales I’ve been through a lot of shit & lived to tell the tale I refuse to be another n**** that’s living in jail fuck being depressed & feeling like I’m a failure I got my own life to live some people suck, but I got a lot of love to give I’m just tryna stay positive in a world full of bullshit
12.
DRAGONFLY 02:03
13.
[chorus] I'll burn the bridges that lead back to you I really meant it when I said "We're through" so moving forward is all I can do and I know someday I'll forget about you [verse 1] I don't know why I thought you were special the feeling wasn't real, so I had to let go you & I are on two different waves it's something I realized a little too late I do what I want & I wanna get faded I was into dating, & then I felt jaded like I'm someone that love has always evaded I hate this feeling, so I'm tryna shake it I'll roll my weed in a love letter, then blaze it give it some time, I'll be feeling amazing same as the way that it was when we met I'ma stay in my lane & go on to the next don't place all your bets in one basket it's like going for a kiss that'll put you in a casket yeah, I had to learn the hard way it seemed like the whole thing was tragic [bridge 1] (I got caught up in the games playing with a match & some gas, now I gotta put out the flames standing under gray clouds, trying to find the sunlight in the rain) I got caught up in the games playing with a match & some gas, now I gotta put out the flames and I'm tryna find the sunlight in the rain [chorus] [verse 2] (2x) so many times you've tried putting me to shame but now I'm done playing all the mind games I got a new pack of matches waiting to make some flames so let me light 'em up! [bridge 2] I don't hate you & I don't love you I just want your memory out of my head [chorus]
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the sun is out, and I'm feeling good I'm happy to be alive, just like I should it's not too late to be who you were really meant to be you have to be the change that you want to see for all these years it feels like my soul was asleep so I'm waking up & I'm following my dreams the negativity I held inside is untrue I never knew that this is what my life would come to [chorus] I've never listened closely to the songs the world sings but they say there's a first time for everything I wanna shine like the light inside the room I'm a flower on the wall, and I had a late bloom [outro - 4x] it's not too late

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"DRAGONFLY" is the second solo album by Ryan Shreds. It contains a different sound from Shreds’ earlier projects, bringing influences from rock, pop, and electronic music in addition to hip hop.

Shreds chose the following quotes to describe his philosophy during the making of the project:

"In almost every part of the world, the Dragonfly symbolizes change, transformation, adaptability, and self-realization. The change that is often referred to has its source in mental and emotional maturity and understanding the deeper meaning of life.
[...]
The Dragonfly has been a symbol of happiness, new beginnings and change for many centuries. The Dragonfly means hope, change, and love."

dragonflytransitions.com/why-the-dragonfly

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released July 6, 2018

All songs (except #4 & 7) produced by Ryan Shreds.
All songs recorded and mixed by Ryan Shreds, July 2016–March 2018.
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⦁ Ryan Shreds - vocals, programming, production (synth, guitar, bass, & drums); art direction
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⦁ FrenzyBeats - production on "LIARS"
⦁ Space P - vocals on "LIARS"; additional vocals on "GREEN THUMB"
⦁ YungSireTheBuddha - production & additional vocals on "PERFECT"; sampled vocals on "GREEN THUMB"

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